You think your right?

November 6,2009; Friday.
"I've been thinking about you
And how we used to be then
Back when we didn't have to live we could start again
There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories"

I'm hatin' on youtube right now -____-"... Now i shall listen to selfish (:! Dude i noticed so many people are havin' a shit load of problems... :/ What a bad ass month. So like i found out tbk is a senior... Totally changes everything :(... Now i'll only have like couple of months to get to know him! gayyy. I thought he was a daymn junior ! Oh wellz, one day(: ... Hopefully. So lately i've been feeling really dull. Like i d k how to explain it... but mel gets me :/... Like i feel so departured from everything... I miss talking to mfqn, cdn, amm, kdvn, bfst, sdt, ktl, and a shit load of other people... I just feel like i'm always busy & tired to do anything... I d k but it feels like i have no one to talk to now of dayss. I have the girls but its like we only talk at school & kenny -___-" i need a daymn break from him... I still can't breathe with him near me... I told him i think dk is cute... Man lonely. There always has to be something -_____-" god daymn. So i wanna go to Los's umm sadies ^___^... BUT we'll seeeee. Can't wait for banquet for tennis :D! I'm like really excited. Tennis actually helps me relax... but I get tired :(... Sometimes i wish i had a bike or something to get away for a while... BLEH. I'm like oh so tired. I wonder how i did on my spanish test D: fuckkkk. I'm like so scared... Geometry, Chemistry, History, and Spanish are all on the edge... ESP chem :(... Mr.Bui is pretty chill but i d k his class is kinda i mean IS hard... mhmmmm. I just spilled how i felt about kenny to wonton -______-" kennys been really pissing me off. This morning he just fucken walked away without waiting for me... and he got mad at me -_____-" i was like uhhh wtf your the one who fucken walked away. & then at lunch he fucken like kept blaming me for shit i didn't do and ughhh so annoying. I seriously don't know what to do with him... Its like every choice i have always ends up hurting him.. and like i hate him but i love him... make sense? blehh i have nothing more to say... BYE BYE.