Always so tired...

November 3, 2009; Tuesday.
" It never seems to matter what i do, its never good enough for you. "

So today's just one of those normal days. I d k why i'm always so daymn tired now of days :(!... Kenny says i'm old :I ... I have a chemistry test tmm and didn't study... I'm like just so daymn lazy... BLEH. So someone i used to somewhat like is "TRYING" to talk to me again O__O... How weird. I think he's expecting us to have something? I d k. So like me a TBK were somewhat matching ! >:) hehehe. But i still didn't have the guts to say shit -_____-"... Ugh i'm never gonna get to know him :'(! I is so sad... Dude tennis today was kinda fun ^___^! My hits were nice! We'll most of them. It's so awkward to talk to ptv, even thought i haven't talked to him... It's just weird... Like i've lost my respect i d k i just can't see him as the guy i once ... somewhat almost loved... Dude i HATE school so much -_____-" esp, chemistry ! SO DAYMN HARD. I wanna read someone's blog/tumblr BUT stupid computer ... UGH. I haven't been on myspace in like forever :(... Oh well. So me and kenny are like ok now (: but it kinda seems like all i do is try to talk to him... I d k ... Feels like i'm building this bridge alone :(... But i'm not gonna say anything... because were already ok & i don't wanna mess up anything... I just really want to freaken talk to TBK :( ... needa grow some daymn balls already FACKKK. Well i guess thats all ! I'm really tired :( & i still gotta shower ... ADIOS.