Monday, August 31, 2009

Summer day's

August 31st, 2009; Monday.
" How did we get here? Where we don't talk anymore. When we used to talk so daymn much before. How did we get here? Where we don't wanna be friends."

So i believe i woke up at 7 just to open the door for Kt >:O! I was so tired :/! So like after i woke up i couldn't go back to sleep D:! So i decided to play my ds for a while BUT then i got uncomfortable... So i showered instead. It felt good cause it was just so daymn hot ! So i had to wait for the faggg to wake up & she ended up waking up @ freaken 4! -____-" So after we watch some tv thennn it was getting hott inside my house, so we decided to step outside (:! So we started dancing, taking pictures, eat, sang, played guitar, and ran through sprinklerrrrs ! hehe. After we ate some taco bell, we played some ROCK BAND(;! haha. There was a time when we were playing and it was quiet and out of no where i was like " WERE ALL INFECTED! " haha!. Hopefully Kt sleeps here till thursday (:! Thenn friday off to arizona :D! tehe, can't wait ! >:). I've been waiting... Daymn i'm so tired right now... I'm freaken nervous about tmm :/... I'm scared... Even though i shouldn't be ! D: ehhh. OH SHIT i forgot to call Linda D:! CRAP. Time went by so daymn fast >:O! urrgggggh. Well i guess thats all for now D:! I'm tired to blog more. So adios.

Another day.

August 29/30, 2009; Saturday/Sunday.
"When one door close's another one opens."

I hate how everytime i write a blog either long or short it won't let me post it >:O! It pisses me off! Anyways, i know this is late but i just have to blog about my days... i just feel imcomplete when i don't D:, weird huh?... Now i don't even care about my myspace! Anywho, on friday i slept @ 3 and ended up waking up at freaken 7 ... Cause we had to go buy stuff for my cousin's birthday party/ going away partty. It was freaken HOT... I was dying over there :/! I had to help clean, watch kids, and so on... I was so tired as a horse riding a pig :/ Well yea, my mom said we'd go home early but that was a big lie! Because in the end we went home at 10/11? We were on the way home or to my grandma's when my mom was like "OH I FORGOT MY SECRET WEAPON!" [which was her scooper thingy for the pho'..] So we had to go back & i had to run out and get it -____-"... & before that we went to like 5/6 different gates D:! Sooo yea. After we got the scooper, we headed to my grandma's house to drop off my aunt, and then headed homeeeeee! FINALLY. I slept @ 2 and had to wake up at 7 again... To go play some tennis with my uncle... I was so tired, it wasn't even funny D:! BUTT i d c i did good (: i was happy. THEN, i went to beast house's (:! I was happy because i haven't seen her in so long :/ & everytime i ask to go over her house.. they wouldn't let me go -___-" ... I had to argue with my parents about going ! >:I piss me off... Because i've been hanging out with famliy this whole SUMMER... & the only time i kicked it with homies was when i went to bonfire, when nicole comes over [which was like once or twice], and at regals with andy&kevin... but my cousin was there -____-" ... Yet she has the choice to bitch at me ... when i've pratically been home... & my dad was like "why don't you go study!" WTF why would i study its freaken summer.... He's probally the only freaken dad that makes there kid study while its summer... UGH. They of all people always piss me off. -____-". Well yea... anyways, OH i saw this cute guy @ target, at irvine spectrum :O! BUT... he kinda looked like sdt...O__O... So i was like eh... :/. YEAAA. i believe thats all for now (: when today's about to end i'll blog again. So for now hasta luego. [ i think i spelled that wrong D: ]

Friday, August 28, 2009

It's getting better (':

August 28, 2009; Friday.
"I know about down and out. I know about when it gets tough. Losing my fight, can't see the light. And you just wanna give up. I know about being depressed. By needing someone to love. I also know by standing up and saying enough is enough."

Today KT was suppose to come over >:O, but then her grand papa didn't know where i live & she was worried about him so yea :/ ! Oh well... Anywho, i went to ABGLN's house (: hehe. We went swimming with her little brother [ he's so ADORABLEEEEEEE!], thenn we played failure tennis, ,then we walked like 6 times around her neighborhood, and then we went to this small park to swing (: hehe. I feel like i lost weight, but not enough >:O! OH i'm getting darker too :D! MUAHAHA. I'm so tired now :) hehe. This is like the first time i'm happy about being sleepy ROFL. So i think i'm over AMM... We barely talk now... he takes forever to answer or he's playing games -____-" I don't think i could handle this if we went out D:! So yea... i think its time for a break (: ! Just get everything straight... & this time wait [: ! I kinda feel proud of myself, hehe (': ! OH & about SDT, i'm over it, and over him. I care way to much when he doesn't... so why care at all right? I don't wanna lose myself to someone who doesn't give a shit NO actually i'm never gonna lose myself to anyone. I'm not gonna wait for someone who isn't gonna be there. & for sure i don't want someone in my life who can't keep a promise. I tried to work things out and i did it by myself... even when i still had feelings for you... because i wanted us to stay friends... i stayed strong for myself... i believed in myself... and all you could say to me when i asked you if we were gonna ever be cool again, i got a don't know... thanks. It doesn't matter anymore i'm DONE. I feel so much better (: ! I kept my promise so you can't say SHIT. Enough about that. I wasn't supose to cuss and that stupid asshole -____-" URGH. Anywho i'm gonna stop here (: Imma go talk to my homies <3.>

For yesterday VV

August 27, 2009; Thursday.
"Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought... unless & dissapointing."

So like i wrote a long ass blog for yesterday but it wouldn't let me post it :/! Anywho, so like yesterday i went to the doctors AGAIN >:O, but finally got my shit cleared :D! MUAHAHAHA. Then JBP +KT picked me & the thing up, we then picked up Haley, bought some subway, and then headed back to JBP's house. So we ate and then waited a while then started swimming. It was fun (: because KT's not around alot :/ so yea. Hopefully she sleeps over next week (: ! Uhhh, i forgot what else i wrote yesterday.... D:! I guess i'll end it here, bye bye bloggers.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Summer Day's

August 26, 2009; Wednesday.
"Just know that there's a reason why it hasn't worked out with all the other boys. and that's cause there's a perfect boy waiting for you. don't settle for less. settle for waht you deserve. the fucking best"- Big sister, MelissaKLe

^^ I FUCKEN LOVE HER(': <3>:O! & i didn't even get my stupid check up ! WTF right? So i have to go back tmm @ 1 :/ POOPIE. No one was even there at the doctors place when we went -____-" So i don't see why they couldn't just check up on me?! All they have to do is check up & ask me all those daymn pointless questions ! Ugh. So like my mom kinda got into a fight/argument with the nurse's LOL it was kinda funny D:! Today was fucken hot :/ & my momma made PHO' ! >:O... What else? uh i went school shopping today with my cousin (:, it was funn, and i saw a cute boy that works at target :D! hehe. OH OH OH, i waved at this guy that i thought was my neighbor D: gahhh... i felt so daymn stupid -____-"... He kept starting like uh... do i know you? BLEH... :/! Yesterday SD you talked to Linda BUT it wasn't you :'/ ! Daymn it... Now i can't like get it out of my head D:! I hate you so daymn much now of days! >:O ... AMM, booboo... i'm loosing it for you... I d k , if its me or what... but we barely talk now :/ ! Your either sleeping or playing games... I d k anymore... BUT i know for sure that we'll always be friends (': <3>:O & i lost my retainers >:/ ! & my glasses broke -____-" I'm in deep shit man... deep shit. OH FUCK MY LIFE. So i don't have anything else to talk about D: SO adios !

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Sunshine Dustin Tran...

August 25, 2009; Tuesday.
"A word is just a word, till you mean what you say"

LOL the first time i saw you, you and randy looked so alike O__O... You guys were both hella dark D:! haha. I told Linda that you were cute (: & she ended up telling you! I was like OH MY GOD but at the same time happy ! She told me that you wanted me to add you on myspace because you were scared i'd reject you haha ! So we started talking on myspace & worked our way up. We were just like anyone else, friends. I would tell you about the guy problems i had... & you'd always help me see things better... you'd show me i could do better. From there i guess my feelings for you grew... I was scared because i didn't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing? I wanted you but then again i didn't... because i knew in the end if something happened we would'nt be the same :/... & you knew it too... So we made a promise that if something ever happened to us & we didn't work out then we'd go back to just good friends(': . So it started... the begging of my worries... I really didn't think we'd end up liking each other... esp the fact we only saw each other once, but i guess it just happened... I thought it was cute how you always wanted to spend time with me (': , you'd always plan out a day/date for us, but i was trying to figure out how i was supose to do this alone with you... So i guess we waited... Ever night we would phone and you'd always end up sleeping first haha. I guess you couldn't stay up as long as me D:! but i didn't care, because it didn't matter what you had or didn't have, what you did or didn't do... I just liked you... To me that's all that mattered... (: i loved how you called me Melissa, because no one else called me that. It was funny how you'd always try and copy what i say & you always said i mubbled and called me mubbler haha. One time you fell asleep on the roof and i was your alarm, haha. When i called you, you sound like a little kid ! I wanted you to sleep but you didn't want to haha so you were like NOOO babe.. it was cute.. :/ You'd always call your dogs puppies, even if they were old -____-" there called dogs ! haha. I loved talking to you (: , either as a friend or someone i liked.. you always knew how to make me smile. & everytime you said my name... i d k why but my heart just jumped, when you called me babe... i started getting butterflies(':, and when you said i love you... to me nothing else mattered... :'/ nothing but you...& i didn't think anything could tear us apart... Until one day we got into a fight... or something like that & it was stupid -___-" because i was just messing around... & you just hung up on me ! Yet i was the one to say sorry ! ... & i guess we just stopped talking like before... i started to miss you... So days later i decided to text you and i said " So are we ever gonna talk?" & you replied " i don't know you tell me" & i said " i asked.. you tell me" & somehow from there we somewhat picked up from were we left off. It started getting a tad bit better. 3 days or so later... you asked me if i still liked you... & i replied yes... and it turned out you still liked me... you said you gained all your feelings back and you liked it. That made me feel so good when you said that! As days went by i guess we started falling apart again... I just started putting more effort then you did... & i felt like i just could'nt do it anymore... and i knew something was wrong... So i confronted you & i asked you if you still liked me and you said " This question again, yes i do" & then i said " then why does it feel like i put more effort then you do?" then he asked me, "do you want to know the truth?" uhhh duh, no i want you to lie to me some more please -____-" & he ended up telling me he was loosing feelings and didn't know why. Some where along the line i knew this was gonna happen... So i didn't let myself get attacthed again to let you break my heart... So i told you to just leave it because i didn't even feel the same... when i still liked you... but what could i do?... you lost feelings... & i thought it was just time to let go... So days past & i guess i started missing you... not as someone i liked but as a friend... I didn't know what to do because you broke your promise... I tried talking to you because i still cared... but i guess you i didn't even matter anymore... if i was dead or alive. I don't know what else to do... i want you back as a friend... but i doubt i'll ever get that again... but if anything i don't regret anything... and never will. But sometimes i wish i could go back... so that we would just stay friends... :/ ... but that's just impossible... So now i'm sitting here blogging about you... I guess it's just time to let go now... Let you go as someone i liked & as a friend... I can't sit here and wait for you anymore... I just can't expect someone i won't have... :'/... I just gotta let go now... i did it once & i can do it again... but the thing is ... do i want to let go ..?

Monday, August 24, 2009

FML.

WHAT A FUCKEN FAIL >:O I POSTED A FREAKEN BLOG & IT DIDN'Y COMPLETLY COME OUT ! URGGGGGGGGH VV

Another summer day

August 24, 2009; Monday.
"Don't play games with someone who can play better"

I just like freaken wrote a long ass blog & it dissappeared some how >:O! FUCK. Let me do the fucken rewriting again D:! GOD. So like i spent most of my dad with ABGLN<3(:>:O So i gotta be cleared so i can try out :/ ! FUCK MAN. What else did i say ? haha. My baby stopped texting me :/ whyy?! Is he sleeping ?! :O uhhh i forgot what else i wrote about D:! OH OH OH i got a new bag :D it's kinda big D: but it's hella cute ^___^! Oh yea i wrote about fag ass Dt, but i don't wanna write what i said because he doesn't give a shit so i shouldn't either (: ! hehe so i'm all good. I actually somewhat put a wrote before i wrote my blog, hehe i remember ^__^ yay me. WOW fuck my dad blocked myspace -____-" what a dumb fuck UGH. He always knows how to piss me the fuck off i sware. UGHHHHHHHHH; i shall go on my sisters computer (: hope it works ! so bye bye.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

The usual

Sawp niggurs(:

So today was such an awkward day! I went to these people's house that i haven't seen in ages... & like i guess we went to visit them because they were going to loas or something to do something. LOL, that sound so stupid. Anyways they were like oh my god your so big now, lol the usual. There was this cute little grandma that has like short term memory or something and she was like asking my mom and this other lady " how many kids do you have?" and these other questions haha. & like i was laughing/smiling because she kept asking, and then she saw my dimple & he's like wow your so pretty like your mom HAHA, but i don't even look like my mom ! The awkward part was when this boy i used to like always play with and hang out with when i was younger [he was so adorable when he was younger, but now not so much] well yea we had to eat together in the kitchen. Just him, my sister, and me. & they were like why don't you guys talk and stuff D:! I was like trying... i was like so your in highschool now? him, "yea". me what highschool do you go to? him "[i forgot what he said]" and yea ! It was the most silent lunch/food eating thingy i've ever had ! haha oh well @least it's over now (:! Lets see the rest of my day. Uhhh before we got home my momma, sister, and me went to starbucks for some yummy drinks! hehe mint chocolate mo. After we just chilled at home and i had to take pictures of my momma's flowers. THENNN, we bought subwayy ^___^ YUMYUM; terriki chicken <3 hehe, well i believe thats all for now bye bye (:

Saturday, August 22, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANTHONY LONG WONTON TON & ANDRI !<3 ^______^

Saturday, another summer day.

So today was mofreaken boring :/ ! I just slept & slept. I feel fat :T ! Time to work out !?!? Anywho booboo, i think your trying to get into a relationship to fast... I think now that i told you what i did... Your trying to hard... i d k how to explain it :/! I think i still need time to think... I still haven't let go of Dt yet... i still miss him... alot, and now more then ever. Sometimes it's hard for me to think about ou booboo... when i have someone else in the back of my head :'/! I noticed whenever i find a good guy i always seem to like him for a while and end up loosing feelings for them... for someone who doesn't even know how to treat me right... like i yearn for someone who doesn't give a shit... yet i still want them D: ! & i hate it... well thats all for now .. bye.

Friday, August 21, 2009

Friday, another summer day.

I am Melissa Mofucken Missy Le(: ! So today i woke up @ like 6:30 or 7 , just for daymn lego land ! >:O. It wasn't even all that great -____-"... The fastest ride was like as fast as i walked ! gahhh. I could've gone to Knotts with the homies or Linda's dinner party :/! Gayyyy. So like i'm watch JONAS haha mayceee is cutee (: ! I liked today's weather ^__^! Hey hey, whats the difference between this and tumblr? O__O isn't it the same thing? New eps of Suite Life on Deck (: Muahahaha. So booboo. I d k what i want. Because its like i do but i don't like you... like i don't know if its growing... & i don't know how long it'll take D: ! & i don't want to hurt you :'/... I need to think everything out before i do something dumb... like i always do ! Whats her name that plays stella? Because she's pretty (: hehe. Joe&Nick are so cue cue<3! Haha KTL (kevin thai le) wanted to hang out! Tehe, freaken loser called me a fucker haha <3 love that niggur faggot ^___^ ! Well thats all for today (: anyways, bye bye !

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Thursday, another summer day.

Today was kinda boring... but i got my tan (: so its all goooood. haha. Lets see, i was supose to go swimming but then i just sat there and tanned. I had to clean my cousin's freaken pool -___-" & she was like just taking her sweet time... gahh oh well. Can't freaken wait to drive ^__^. So like my cousin was talking on the phone with this guy & oh my god... his voice somewhat sounded like sunshine's :'/ ... & he was like lierrrrr ... thats what sunshine used to say :/... daymn... i miss you like everyday... & something always reminds me of you D: ... who knew it would take this long to let go of someone who was barely there. I was reading my friends blog :/ its so sad... I'm so confused... I THINK am likes me but i'm not for sure... but like i don't know if i like him D: ... its like ehhh but ooooo you know? Maybe i'm just not ready? i d k :/. Oh yea... i can't go Linda's dinner thingy because of lego land :'/ DAYMN IT. SOOOO, i don't really have anything else to say D:! whyyy. UGHUGHUGH. i miss you sunshine :'/bye bloggers.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Kaelin Tran

STOP READING MY BLOGS FAGGOT (:<3

Another day, SUMMER.

Hello bloggers,
Today was freaken DOPE! haha gay. So i slept at 4, talking to booboo<3>:) muahaha. & i woke up @ freakn like 9 and ended up going beach ! @ like 12 D: ! It was so nice and pretty (': Then we went to my cousin's casa to go swimming & tann some more(: ! haha. & the best part is i'm going swimming again tmm ^___^ tehehehehe! can't wait. I hope i get a tad bit darker :/ i'm so white or was :D! My cousin's so stupid haha!!!! Anyways, booboo says i swim to much D:! liesssssssss. haha. ^^ that beach thingy reminds me of sunshine :'/! ehh. i'm starting to miss your dumbass ! >:O why. Your not even talking to me... that goes to sho you wanted everything to be the same. fucker. ugh. boys will be boys :/! I D C THUG LIFE (: ! live life to the fullest ! ^___^; shit i heard my Ex best friend is gonna be put behind bars :'( i miss him... always picking on me... telling me about the girlyyys he liked... gahhh i miss you ZT <3>:O.... but i mean everyone knew you'd turn out like this -___-" even i did... ehh what can i do .. we don't even talk anymore :'/ you have a new dangerous life. GAHHH, i care to daymn much :/! & i hate it... i trust people to easily & like just care to daymn much... i put others before myself... like way to much. Even if i had problems and someone i told my problems had problems i'd wait till her or his problems were over and help them out instead of myself D: bad.... bad.... i know ! I just saw a picture of joe jonas's abs OH MY FUCKEN LORD (': help me. hahahahaha ! Mmmmm whatcha sayyyyy?!?!? haha (: love that song and i d k the frog why! So many pictures muahahahahahaha ! I think my best friend thinks i'm crazzy hahaha!
bestfriend: hahahaha
bestfriend: drrruunnk
me: i'm not drunk :/
bestfriend: oh damn nevermind , you're using correct grammar and everything
freaken fagggg thought i was drunk -_____-"... SPEECHLESSS! So like right now i kinda miss you sunshine :/... thought you were different... not so complicated D:! but i was wrong... everyone & everything is always gonna be complicated ... so there's no point in running away from it... :/ POOOPIE. I wonder what time i should call booboo (:! I'm supose to surprise him -_____-" that freaken E tard, that i love dearly <3 ! So i believe i shall stop here ^__^ hehe, bye bye lovers.

hey there;

So it's like 12:14 & i'm waiting for my mom to come home, so i can ask for about BEACH tmm ^__^ muahaha. I think i was supose to call andy? :O ! oh well. So my daymn labtop is being gay and won't work... :/! OH OH OH, god daymn it i can't find my daymn compact SHIT ! Sooo like today i went to my cousin's casa to watch movies (: hehe. Orphan didn't turn out how i thought it would :O! but it was good. Can't wait for NEW MOON BABYYY! :'/ supose to watch that with EX sunshine ?... oh well. Things happen and new doors open. right? My throat feels funn D:! daymn it. Dude hehe i can't wait for the rest of thie week & next week :D! letsss seeeeee. tmm beach(: , thursday either cousin's casa to do the swimming or beach again with kaelin^__^ & maybe sleep over?, friday either Linda's birthday partttttyyy or Lego land ?, saturday&sunday shopping? if kaelin sleeps over. Then next week i d k but i know thursday MAGIC MOUNTAIN ^___^ <3 MAUAHAHAHA! so happy! hehe. I wanna go camping once more & beach with holmes & pinic with beastf & bestf + family! So i can put it in a frame(:! OH YEA, my room :D! muahaha, its somewhat done? just the floor needs to be changed ! Its so cueeeee <3 (: I LOVE IT. I'm excited for sophmore year now ^___^; fuck. LIVE IT ^! Its kinda weird because i'd be forward to looking at guys for guys and what not... but this time nopeeee, i just want to spend time with beastf & bestf<3 + the homies (:! & work my ass off for my parents (': <3 So like this guy name chris, i guess he used to like me or something O__O but like out of no where he started texting me again O__O ... why?... So me and andy kinda talk alot now :O LIKE WHOOOA BABY. haha. yea i d k ? Dude i need to find a dress for uhhh my uncles wedding ! (: hehe can't wait. I wanna be a lion for HELLOWEEEN :D tehehe! lets do this. I kinda think school's going by wayyy to fast :/ ... already a sophmore... then it'll be junior... & then SENIOR... D: just to fast man... then next thing you know it COLLEGE! D: gahhhh, make time go slower; please?! I wish my hair was long :/ ! HAHA, i noticed most of my blogs are so random and out of order (: tehe. Who gives a mothers big belly ^__^ i like it, so you should too (: i think my momma's home ! ^__^ so bye bye laaaaaaaavs <3

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

(: KT<3








































That's whats up !

<<>:O! So yesterday i was writing about dt... So i guess i gave him another chance and stuff :/ & i guess he lost feelings... but atleast i didn't let myself get to attatched to him right?. BLEH. Anywho, abdc is kinda lame now D:! why!??!. So like i noticed that i talk to Andy Monkey alot now (:, haha he's a good homie! <3.>:O. UGHHH, piss me off so much. I talked to my cousin JBP about it, she told me that i should'nt care so much.... because if he does something to himself then i'll think its my fault, and blame myself... & i know she's right... because i'm just that kind of person... always care to much & just so daymn guible... :/ i hate it... Anywho, i'm somewhat excited about SOPHMORE YEAR BABY!!! haha. I feel like i'm growing up just to daymn fast D:! daymn it. Dude, hanging out with KT (: was hella fun ^___^. Hanging out, shopping/movies, and taking pictures <3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgu4JHI-ZNAIT5TOCBqN59mLPcSPD29cNUf6T17x_aiNXwa-kHKrzi044BRCDFvQB7W4bPlO4ZaDQcTEX0sk8oavoz9jRTtm_iyTZI3xwRSw9GMhpeLtD4xr6W7yCbarnAln_X467xGCet-/s1600-h/frwefef..bmp"> So yea. I kinda miss talking to you again dt :/ but i'm ok (: its always like that. Plus i've been through worse to drag onto you. So i wanna blog about FR3$HMAN year after this. Oh yea, imma start putting quotes before i blog (: ! YEAAA BOYYY. muahahahaha. I wonder if KT uploading all the pictures yet D: that faggot. I feel so fat man :/! Need to work out homies! Lets see tmm i be going with madre & sister to cut my sisters jeans and then swimming @ JBP&JAP's casa, && thenn friday i d k if imma finish my room or go to ABG Linda's house to do the work out ^__^. Tehe. OHHH ABG's birthday is coming up :D!<3>:O! OH MAN... Kent moved :'/ my best friend in english/after school ! imma miss that niggur lip faggot :/! I want ice cream (: go get me some ! please. Haha. So i think thats all because i've just run out of words to say D:! so bye bye loves (: MAUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

WTF MAN!

I wrote a shit load of stuff man and it would'nt let me fucken post >:O! MAKES ME MAD. URGGGGGGGGGGH; makes me mad !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFERBP& JIMMYAP!<3
(: you old hangs ! MUAHAHAHAHA. i love you ugly old mangggs ^____^!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Bad day.

So i was supose to go to beast's house to bond & catch up, but my daymn dad wouldn't take me ! >:O fuck i miss you beast <3... & then i was supose to go buy a beach cruiser with Linda & my dad + sister, but then Linda didn't wanna go so then i didn't wanna go :/... & now Dt... what a heart break :T... I really liked you & i don't know why, and now i'm tearing, but i mean i'll keep my head up (': i've been through worse in my life and i'm not gonna let this break me... i won't. Going through this again... again... that word hurts more then ever now... :'T... I NEED TO STOP TEARING, crying over stupid boys. I'm way to guible man :/... & i let people get to close... i'm not ready to fall apart again.. and i'm not going to. I'M NOT. I can do this (': i can. :/ i deleted him off myspace, blocked him on aim, and deleted his number... :'T... i tried so hard for nothing... again...
bye

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

A while now.

Hello Wonderful's,
So todays tuesday; 8/4/09.
(: i believe i am going running/jogging with Linda Nguyen today <3 & maybe tennis?
So summer is ehh, i don't really go out as much as i wanted... but its ok i still go out anyways. I really really really really want my lip pierced :/ ! god. So like me and DT, its kinda weird... i feel like were only gonna be a summer fling D:! but i guess things happen for a reason right?... DUDE i need to hang out with girls more... i have to many guy friends :/! pooopie. WHY IS IT SO HOT! daymn it. So i don't really have nothing new to talk about D:! Ugh it feels weird to be called a SOPHMORE ^__^. Daymn so i think imma take zero period next year... because i need all my credits :'/ daymn i don't wanna wake up and shit so tiring...! oh well. So the plan is getting up at 3 something get ready...go with daddy to shelly bellys house, and then sleep until its time for school :/! thats INSANSE SHIT HUH!?!?! bleh, its better then making my mom take me right?! The things i got to do GEEEEZZZY. So i'm having problems with this guy... UGH man & its weird because i haven't been sleeping like usual... and i don't fucken know why ! i'd like somewhat sleep at like 3 D: and i'll wake up and sleep wake up and sleep... and sometimes i just close my eyes but i'm still awake D: !! & then i end up waking up at like freaken 11 !! >:O pooopie. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! yea. I want chips now because my FAT ASS sister is eating some :/... hopefully she doesn't eat it all because there MINE! haha. so Linda should be here soon ! but i don't be seeing her ! >:O ... I guess this all i can say for now lol, cause i'm so tired and there's nothign else to talk about... i've ran out of news haha. so bye bye loves <3