March 21, 2010; Sunday.
“ Love is just a game and sometimes you lose.”
Something doesn’t feel right anymore. I think I’m losing feelings for you? But I’m not sure… I don’t want to put you through all this once again. What am I suppose to do?... I love you… but… ): What do I do? Something about us, doesn’t seem so (: anymore. I don’t know if it’s just me? Maybe you feel it too, but you just don’t want to say anything. Maybe I’m thinking about this to much. I don't want to put you through hell again. I did it once and i'm not ready to do it again... NO i'm not ready to do it at all. I can't stand how i've never liked someone more then a month. Someone who is actually willing to stick around... but when someone doesn't want to stick around i seem to chase them -____-" How dumb am i ? REALLY. Ugh, i don't know we'll just have to see how things end up.
Last week was such a headache for me ):! I had so much on my plate and so little time to do it all. I cried because i was so stressed... Freaken emotional wreck, much? I think so. I should be finished up my research paper ): FML. My grades are dropping and i have no hope in my chemistry class what so ever... I should've went and took the freaken test for Mr.Bui >:O I HATE MYSELF. UGH. I'm sick of school ): not even two more years left... MY WHOLE LIFE... ugh. Well that's all for now. bye.
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Hey Missy. I hope you feel better. Idk if you'll read this and I know I'm a creeper cuhs I'm reading your blog at night but I swear I can't sleep. :[
ReplyDeleteWe're HUMANS. It's normal to get bored and take advantage of those who'd do anything for us. And it's normal to enjoy the thrill of running and running and chasing the guy. It sparks our desires. We as girls fall for asshole types. But I hope everything works out for you.<3 Goodnight.