Oh lord kill me now.

October 25, 2009; Sunday.
"And I miss, miss, Miss..Im missing you..And I dont know..How Im gonna make it trough..But I gotta, gotta"

Hello,
So me and kenny still aren't talking... GREAT huh?... I miss him :'(... & now ptv likes me again and i'm confused like i don't know how i feel anymore... I've lost feeling... Lipsync is a total bust -_____-" they keep doing this if you don't show up your cut shit when they barely do anyting ... UGH. Then there's my fucken coach, the fucken douche face >:O! Always talking his shit man. I don't have much to say because i pratically just like let everything out to ptv.. :/... Another day tmm... great... I wonder how its gonna do :(... I have classes with kenny... share lockers with him... and 6th period i see the douche -_____-" FML... shoot me ... do it. I don't know what to do anymore... I'm like spacing :(... I'm having second thoughts on ptv... Like i want to give him another chance but i don't think i should... but right now i don't feel like i have any feelings for him... i d k... i don't. I'm tired... I wanna transfer to grove :(... but i doubt i can... BLEH. kill me. I want the daymn swine flu... something to keep me in the hospital ! i d k but thinking of you by katy perry kinda makes me wanna cry :'(... I miss you so much best friend... I don't know what to do anymore... I'm pretending to be happy to ptv... I'm such a fucken douche... doucheyyyer then bao FML. ugh, i just wanna go outside listening to that song pooring my eyes out :( ... its cold... This song is so sad... :'( ... Man i have nothing else to say... I'm calmn now... So i guess i'll go... bye bye.