Friday, October 30, 2009

Why does it matter? Its the same old story.

October 30,2009; Friday.
"Aint it cold when the one you love lets you go and you got no one to hold yeah yeah,thats the way you make me feel boy its cold on the other side yes i know,now its time to let you go yeah yeah"

You think its new?
It's the same old daymn story with you. Your fucken scandalous. I really believed that i could let you in again, but everyone was right. You haven't changed & probally never will. Everyone is saying i told you i told you... -____-" I didn't fall for him! I just had a simple crush. But whatever i'm over it. & now kenny starts a new fucken problem AGAIN... I'm like so tired... :( & i don't know why... My mom got into a car accident today D:! GAHHH. So many problems now of days.. :/ So that guy turtle? I wanna get to know him (: BUT i'm just to daymn pussy hahaha D:! poopie. I hope i get to know him before school ends >:) ! Then i can go sadies with him? hehe... I hope he's not a dick like... yea & i hope he doesn't have a girl friend! AHHHHHHH, i wish i wasn't such a pussy... Haha, one day? (: ! I wanna go to one of los amigos's dannnnnceeeeeeee! ^____^ BLEEEEH. We'll my head hurts like crazy now :( So i'll just blog some more tmm .. HELLOWEEN TMM's (: tehe.

ADIOS AMIGOS!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Because its never something new.

October 29, 2009; Thursday.

"It's going down the drain, it's going down the drain, i can feel the pain, it's messin with my brain, i can hear the drip drip drip drip drops"



HELLO WORLD,

So i wrote some long ass blog but i guess i couldn't post it -_____-" wtf. We'll imma just leave it like this then bcus imma write a new blog.


bye bye AMIGOS.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Oh lord kill me now.

October 25, 2009; Sunday.
"And I miss, miss, Miss..Im missing you..And I dont know..How Im gonna make it trough..But I gotta, gotta"

Hello,
So me and kenny still aren't talking... GREAT huh?... I miss him :'(... & now ptv likes me again and i'm confused like i don't know how i feel anymore... I've lost feeling... Lipsync is a total bust -_____-" they keep doing this if you don't show up your cut shit when they barely do anyting ... UGH. Then there's my fucken coach, the fucken douche face >:O! Always talking his shit man. I don't have much to say because i pratically just like let everything out to ptv.. :/... Another day tmm... great... I wonder how its gonna do :(... I have classes with kenny... share lockers with him... and 6th period i see the douche -_____-" FML... shoot me ... do it. I don't know what to do anymore... I'm like spacing :(... I'm having second thoughts on ptv... Like i want to give him another chance but i don't think i should... but right now i don't feel like i have any feelings for him... i d k... i don't. I'm tired... I wanna transfer to grove :(... but i doubt i can... BLEH. kill me. I want the daymn swine flu... something to keep me in the hospital ! i d k but thinking of you by katy perry kinda makes me wanna cry :'(... I miss you so much best friend... I don't know what to do anymore... I'm pretending to be happy to ptv... I'm such a fucken douche... doucheyyyer then bao FML. ugh, i just wanna go outside listening to that song pooring my eyes out :( ... its cold... This song is so sad... :'( ... Man i have nothing else to say... I'm calmn now... So i guess i'll go... bye bye.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

3 in a row baby!

October 20, 2009; Tuesday.
"It's always the same old storys with you"

Hola blog of mine,
I should be writing like letters for people buttt i'm way to lazy :( ! I'm so stressed like crazy about this year, can't wait for junior year -____-" FML. Progress Report Cards are coming SHIT IN THE ASS >:O, fuck man i like hate school now... So PTV started to talk to me yesterday and i only think he talks to me because he's trying to have a back up for ant ... BUT that's what i think. Maybe its true, but i ain't gonna go fall for that same boy who broke my heart HARD.. hard. So like i've been trying to talk to dustin again.. but that isn't working out... So i guess not :(... I don't know why but i've been missing him alot... & i'm like trying to reconnect with AMM but its so hard, because we barely talk now... :/... i barely talk to anyone anymore.. I am like so fucken distant ... But what am i gonna do? Man what a retarted year... My grades are like breaking so fast too ... FML. I'm so tired right now..^____^ WON THREEEEE GAMES TODAY! We were so close to winning like as a teammm, but its all goood ! The girls fought hard <3>:) can't wait to scream into my cousin's ear MUAHAHAHAHA. & imma order boots tehe :D! Mannnn, now all i need is to get my freaken grades up mann! :( i gotta do it for my parents & myself + vicki haha because she's my doubles partnerrrrrrr. So PTV just stopped texting me. Oh welllz. I'm tired :( i guess imma go shower now and sleeeeeeep the night away ^___^
ADIOS HOESSSS.

Monday, October 19, 2009

SO MUCH TO SAY :( SO LITTLE TIME...

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

You ain't the SHIT.

October 7, 2009; Wensday.
" i'm in trouble, i'm an addicted to this boy "

I feel like quotes today and i don't know why. We'll i'm so tired... I still have my monster coughs &my massive headaches! URGGH. So like tmm Me & my partner are going to play with varisty tmm? BLEHH. Oh god my coach was pissing the fuck of of me. I couldn't do this one thing because i'm not used to it and sometimes it takes me a while to learn & all he kept doing was baggin and nodding his head -____-" I was like oh my fuck god... & like i started hitting it right because i was getting pissed at him, and i ended up calmning down and once i did i messed up... But when i messed up he was like WOW .. -____-" I was fucking fed the fuck up... I was about to walk out of him ! >:O... Thats how fucken pissed i was! I was about to cry to -____-"... I was so fucken mad... Why the fuck does he expect so much from me... I hate it. & i just fucken love how he says we can always go talk to him and shit ... THATS A BUNCH OF BS. Because when he have problems and if its either about him or something else wait no ESP. about him he always makes up dumb ass shit up & always thinks he's right ! >:O. & like he says we act like a bunch of girls & shit, uh no shit dumb fuck if you haven't noticed we are! & your the one to talk? Your girlfriend dumped you and now your taking it out on us & like being a little girl about it. SHIT grow the fuck up & deal with it. She's over you so fuck off and get over her. & keep your personal shit away from tennis ( BECAUSE YOUR PISSING EVERYONE OFF >:O) FUCK MAN LEARN TO BE HUMAN. I hate how you bag on everyone, shit. Learn to coach. UGHH i just wanna like shoot you sometimes ! & like HE FUCKEN YELLED AT ME -_____-" He was doing his "SHOW OFF" serves again & hitting it super hard ! UGH who the fuck you trying to please? UH because we can't even hit it. & he freaken yelled at me saying "SO, GET USED TO IT!" WTF. Your not teaching boys dumb fuck & i'm pretty shure you won't be able to because you suck shit ass. It's not our fault we loose so bad, i mean we have a suck ass coach. It's funny how you bag on us & say all your shit when you didn't even come close to making VARSTIY ! haha. THATS FUCKEN SAD. i d c if your better then me, or what ever the fuck you think you are, but you need to open your fucken dumb ass eyes and see your pissing off the team. LEARN TO FUCKEN COACH GIRLS NOT BOYS. I should stop before i get mad... I get to see mel mel & jayvee tmm <3 (: ! I hate how this stupid shit always cuts out some of the stuff i fucken say... Well im not gonna re write because i'm tired as hell so BYE BYE ADIOS.