September 26, 2009; Saturday.
"That Maybe, Possibly I was the best I don't compare to the rest
And maybe, possibly you make me aware of everything I say and do
And maybe, possibly I still want you"
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Nothing new, but nothing old.
September 26, 2009; Saturday.
"Say hello, Im right here and I wont let you go no more
Because your eyes start to sparkle and your soul becomes my soul
When were in love, baby know that I'll take your hand, and I wont let it go no more
I'll kiss you when times are hard, hold you tight through the dark, and I'll never go" -JC
Hello today, good bye tmm. So i'm so tired right now :(! URGGGGH. I saw this cute cute cute cute puppy & i wanted it so so so so bad... You can even ask kenny how bad i wanted it... Cause i wanted it real real BAD!!!! >:O... Anyways, i've been so stressed out because of homework, tennis, tests, and ect. + i've been so daymn tired :( ! FREAKEN ZERO. ooh well. So like nothings new but nothing's old?. I'm so tannnn now ^____^ MY GOAL IS COMPLETE! >:). Yea i don't have much to talk about... UHMMM, our tennis teams been going VV D: BLEHH. I'm going to los next thursday ^___^ hehe can't wait. My head has been hurting alot now of days & i just don't freaken know why :/... POOP. I guess thats all for now? SO ADIOS.
"Say hello, Im right here and I wont let you go no more
Because your eyes start to sparkle and your soul becomes my soul
When were in love, baby know that I'll take your hand, and I wont let it go no more
I'll kiss you when times are hard, hold you tight through the dark, and I'll never go" -JC
Hello today, good bye tmm. So i'm so tired right now :(! URGGGGH. I saw this cute cute cute cute puppy & i wanted it so so so so bad... You can even ask kenny how bad i wanted it... Cause i wanted it real real BAD!!!! >:O... Anyways, i've been so stressed out because of homework, tennis, tests, and ect. + i've been so daymn tired :( ! FREAKEN ZERO. ooh well. So like nothings new but nothing's old?. I'm so tannnn now ^____^ MY GOAL IS COMPLETE! >:). Yea i don't have much to talk about... UHMMM, our tennis teams been going VV D: BLEHH. I'm going to los next thursday ^___^ hehe can't wait. My head has been hurting alot now of days & i just don't freaken know why :/... POOP. I guess thats all for now? SO ADIOS.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Something old, something new.
September 20, 2009; Sunday.
" I'm scared to LOVE & i just admit it... I just don't want to hurt again"
Hello new day. It's freaken boring... I have school tmm :/... I'm already somewhat sick of it! Yesterday was a boring day too. We had a ceremony of my grandma's death. I ate a shit load :/ ! TSKTSK. So kenny was acting like a little girl yesterday but whatevers its on him not me. I'm sick of having him saying all this shit & letting him say what he wants, and when i'm gone he says sorry. Seriously? GROW THE FUCK UP. I'm sick of feelings sorry for you. I D K about us anymore, and i'm starting to seriously let us slip. Sometimes it pisses me off the most when he thinks he's better then everyone else except jordan because he's just so cool -____-" fucken dumb... But whatever. Anyways, i had this dream last ngiht about this guy :O... i d k who but like it was weird... like i guess we really liked each other and all this stuff... kinda forgot. & then i had a scaryy ass dreamm D:! I was like WTF. School's so tiring.. D: ESP, with tennis until 7 D:! URGGGH. Frank was like you looked better when you had lighter skin D:... wow what a back fire. LOL. oh well. Dude i noticed i think about the past alot now... Like alot now. & like i barely talk to anyone about my feelings now... i'm so closed up :/ but i guess thats just cause i don't want anyone to know? but then again i'm blogging so whatever. I just don't like telling people like face to face or like anything, i just like blogging about it and having people to read it? I just feel so unconnected? Me & beast barely talk now :/ ... but we kick it at lunch? I guess you gain some and you loose some... right?. I'm so tired right now.. D:! Yesterday i was talking to my cousin JBP like about how like she saw this little boy in the corner of her eye when she was getting out of the house & she thinks its my brother... One of my moms miss carried kid. It was weird because when she was telling me and my other cousin's i was like wow... i wonder how my life would be if they were here?... Then for some reason i wanted to cry & i don't know why... I guess it has an effect on me some how? Well yea. I talked to my cousin Alexis, it was funny because she played ghetto tennis @ her app. with her boyfriend haha. Because they don't have a net HAHA! oh well. Man, my family is the closest thing i have right now. Best friend's don't even matter that much anymore. + beast is like family already. EHHH. I noticed i'm loosing my mojo LOL! sounds stupid but so true D:! oh wellz. So big brother jayvee got this dog from his homie, because his homie was moving.. & then he just told me like an hour or so that the dog died ... :'(! RIP; 9/20/09 chico. well thats all for now, adios.
P.S. if there are some stuff that doesn't sound right or complete it's not my fault the stupid thing keeps saying i write something something, so keep that in mind.
" I'm scared to LOVE & i just admit it... I just don't want to hurt again"
Hello new day. It's freaken boring... I have school tmm :/... I'm already somewhat sick of it! Yesterday was a boring day too. We had a ceremony of my grandma's death. I ate a shit load :/ ! TSKTSK. So kenny was acting like a little girl yesterday but whatevers its on him not me. I'm sick of having him saying all this shit & letting him say what he wants, and when i'm gone he says sorry. Seriously? GROW THE FUCK UP. I'm sick of feelings sorry for you. I D K about us anymore, and i'm starting to seriously let us slip. Sometimes it pisses me off the most when he thinks he's better then everyone else except jordan because he's just so cool -____-" fucken dumb... But whatever. Anyways, i had this dream last ngiht about this guy :O... i d k who but like it was weird... like i guess we really liked each other and all this stuff... kinda forgot. & then i had a scaryy ass dreamm D:! I was like WTF. School's so tiring.. D: ESP, with tennis until 7 D:! URGGGH. Frank was like you looked better when you had lighter skin D:... wow what a back fire. LOL. oh well. Dude i noticed i think about the past alot now... Like alot now. & like i barely talk to anyone about my feelings now... i'm so closed up :/ but i guess thats just cause i don't want anyone to know? but then again i'm blogging so whatever. I just don't like telling people like face to face or like anything, i just like blogging about it and having people to read it? I just feel so unconnected? Me & beast barely talk now :/ ... but we kick it at lunch? I guess you gain some and you loose some... right?. I'm so tired right now.. D:! Yesterday i was talking to my cousin JBP like about how like she saw this little boy in the corner of her eye when she was getting out of the house & she thinks its my brother... One of my moms miss carried kid. It was weird because when she was telling me and my other cousin's i was like wow... i wonder how my life would be if they were here?... Then for some reason i wanted to cry & i don't know why... I guess it has an effect on me some how? Well yea. I talked to my cousin Alexis, it was funny because she played ghetto tennis @ her app. with her boyfriend haha. Because they don't have a net HAHA! oh well. Man, my family is the closest thing i have right now. Best friend's don't even matter that much anymore. + beast is like family already. EHHH. I noticed i'm loosing my mojo LOL! sounds stupid but so true D:! oh wellz. So big brother jayvee got this dog from his homie, because his homie was moving.. & then he just told me like an hour or so that the dog died ... :'(! RIP; 9/20/09 chico. well thats all for now, adios.
P.S. if there are some stuff that doesn't sound right or complete it's not my fault the stupid thing keeps saying i write something something, so keep that in mind.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Hello new day.
September 18, 2009; Friday.
" Why do you gotta make it so hard for me to love you like i can. "
Hello new world (: ! So school started... D: like a while ago HAHA. I wrote about it but you know that problem i always have when the freaken websit or something says i wrote something with some code shit -______-"... pisses me off. Anywho, i barely write in this thing anymore :/ ! URGGGGGH. I'm so tired right now... I have freaken zero & tennis oh god -____-" so tired... I'm co captain of jv tennis team... I kind wanted to go for captain but oh well. So like people say i got darker & that i dress more girly (: ! haha. I'm pretty satisfied ! I'm pretty tannn now and i love it ^___^. Anyways, tennis is a blast <3.>:'O FML!... Lets seeeeeeeee, no much is new D:! Just pretty much the same thing everyday... Wake up for zero go through school, and then tenniiissss till 7 ish? :/... So tired as hell. I was watching some wedding thingy, one was about like saying yes to a dress, and another one was talking about wedding planners ! It was so cool, i kinda wanna do that when i'm older ! >:) Looks like funnn. Its hot right now :'(! So like right now or earlier i was just thinking about stuff D: ... I think i kinda like my best friend again.... BUT i'm not gonna say anything to him about it... Because i don't wanna like ruin shit between us again... We've been through ALOT... & i don't wanna go through it again... I can't see him hurt again... I just can't anymore. Anywho, i'm trying to find new songs D:! my MP3 songs are getting kinda boring LOL. So some mexican guy name jovini or whatever like told me yesterday he's always had a crush on me or something & i knew it was coming -_____-" ... But like really to tell you the truth I D C, because i don't like you PERIOD.... Not to be mean or anything like that but he's so ANNOYING... -______-" like shit stop texting me, PLEASE. Now my ass hurts D:! Dude i wanted to go to uhhh Bolsa's first dance BUT i'm sore and tired as faccck :/! " All Geeked Up". My best friends are there D:, mannn i need pictures with them! Haha, i just watched some guys making vidoes about selena gomez :P! Well i guess imma get off now (:! BYE BYE.
" Why do you gotta make it so hard for me to love you like i can. "
Hello new world (: ! So school started... D: like a while ago HAHA. I wrote about it but you know that problem i always have when the freaken websit or something says i wrote something with some code shit -______-"... pisses me off. Anywho, i barely write in this thing anymore :/ ! URGGGGGH. I'm so tired right now... I have freaken zero & tennis oh god -____-" so tired... I'm co captain of jv tennis team... I kind wanted to go for captain but oh well. So like people say i got darker & that i dress more girly (: ! haha. I'm pretty satisfied ! I'm pretty tannn now and i love it ^___^. Anyways, tennis is a blast <3.>:'O FML!... Lets seeeeeeeee, no much is new D:! Just pretty much the same thing everyday... Wake up for zero go through school, and then tenniiissss till 7 ish? :/... So tired as hell. I was watching some wedding thingy, one was about like saying yes to a dress, and another one was talking about wedding planners ! It was so cool, i kinda wanna do that when i'm older ! >:) Looks like funnn. Its hot right now :'(! So like right now or earlier i was just thinking about stuff D: ... I think i kinda like my best friend again.... BUT i'm not gonna say anything to him about it... Because i don't wanna like ruin shit between us again... We've been through ALOT... & i don't wanna go through it again... I can't see him hurt again... I just can't anymore. Anywho, i'm trying to find new songs D:! my MP3 songs are getting kinda boring LOL. So some mexican guy name jovini or whatever like told me yesterday he's always had a crush on me or something & i knew it was coming -_____-" ... But like really to tell you the truth I D C, because i don't like you PERIOD.... Not to be mean or anything like that but he's so ANNOYING... -______-" like shit stop texting me, PLEASE. Now my ass hurts D:! Dude i wanted to go to uhhh Bolsa's first dance BUT i'm sore and tired as faccck :/! " All Geeked Up". My best friends are there D:, mannn i need pictures with them! Haha, i just watched some guys making vidoes about selena gomez :P! Well i guess imma get off now (:! BYE BYE.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
ARIZONA (:
HELLLLLLLLLLO ARIZONNNNNNNNNNNAAAAA <3
So i can't really blog much because i'm not @ home.
I'll be back soon to talk about all the BS that has happened or how ARIZONNNAAA is going ^____^ hehe, adios.
So i can't really blog much because i'm not @ home.
I'll be back soon to talk about all the BS that has happened or how ARIZONNNAAA is going ^____^ hehe, adios.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Danny Nguyen (:
Did you know Danny Nguyen is a fucken close ass friend that i absolutly love very much (; <3
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